Have You Ever Think How Impactful You are in Your Society?

 Hi, it's been a long time.

Somehow I feel sorry that I'm not consistent in writing my blog.

So I try to back on track. Please be nice to me 😁.

I have a question in my head now "Have You Ever Think How Impactful You are in Your Society?"

Currently, I'm 33 years old and reviewing my life. Yes I got a job and it's quite stable, I have a daughter, a beautiful, smart, and kind daughter (I'm proud of her). I don't have much cash in my bank account, but I quite grateful for my financial conditions. So I make a checklist of what I did since college:

1. 2010 I graduated with my bachelor's degree.
2. 2010 I got a job as a banker.
3. 2012 I won the First winner of the SOE's Ambassador award. (It's the only one of my big achievements so far hahaha, so I proud of it)
4. 2006-2015 I have some ex-boyfriends 😅 (I believe, I'm kind of attractive but I'm not good at relationship things hehehe).
5. My family is quite decent.
6. then 2016 I got married. 
7. 2017 pursue my Master degree in Finance and investment at Nottingham University.
8. 2017 while I was pursuing my master's degree, I was pregnant as well. Fortunately, I completed my subjects, gave birth, and still ALIVE.
9. 2018 just a regular housewife and back to work in September.
10. 2019 I got divorces, it was a tough year. (This is the prove that I'm not that good at maintaining a relationship 😂)
11. 2020 Pandemic come yeay, work from home, I can spend more time with my daughter.
12. 2021, in March I got Covid and hospitalized for 2 weeks. Once again, fortunately, I'm still ALIVE. Alhamdulillah.

Thus, as you can see, all I did is about improving myself. Now, what else? Currently, pandemics really hist everyone. I would like to do something impactful, but what?

My current job is related to digital finance innovation and in my opinion, I do impactful for not only my organization but also for society especially star-up, through my analysis and my evaluation, I can help startups to get administration licensed and so they can operate their business and open job opportunities for other people. However, I still feel lacking it. 

I want to do something big that can help other people directly. What do you think? Do you have any experience with that? I want to give back to my community, I want to give scholarships to people but I don't have the resources. Not Yet!

My big family has an organization in education which is Islamic elementary schools (Yayasan Nu-Aminah). All I can do is as a fund donor. And I feel it's not enough. I feel hunger to do something, even though I still lack resources. What should I do? I don't want to be a selfish person that only enjoys my only success. (I'm not that successful if money is the parameter, but at least my life is quite decent). 

I write this in the middle of Sunday night and my daughter already sleeps. I just wonder, what can I do to improving my society? I live in Indonesia, where education discrepancy is still big. And I would love to do something impactful that focuses on improving education in Indonesia. 

Let's see.

Thank you for reading my blog, I feel that my blog is my diary hahaha, so thanks for your time whoever read this.

Love 

UKT